Inky
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Registered: Feb 2001
Location: Oakland-ish
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my heart is made of hummingbird wings....
I don't know what it is but all my life I have taken care of birds in need.
I would guess, that so far i have seen to about 20-30 birds. birds that fly into windows, that get caught by a cat, that are poisoned and left to die. some i have nursed back to health, others have not made it. a bird once flew into my aprtment and i caught it and set it free and i will never forget the feeling of this tiny bird taking flight from my hands, the tickle of feathers against skin. I have dreamed of birds and i have one dream that was so vivid in terms of color and imagery that i will share it with no one, it is sort of a sacred dream i guess.
i have no special feeling for birds, as in i am particularly fond of them so that would explain my connection. I just know that they come to me, or i come to them when they are in need.
some notable birds were the red tailed hawk that i rescued at the age of 7 or so, it had a damaged wing and could not fly more than a few feet. i named him Goblin and my father built him a cage and he stayed with me until he died, maybe about a year. i think it was too much for him to be lame and cooped up in a cage, although i set him free from time to time and fed him bits of raw meat.
about 8 years ago i helped relocate a canada goose and her babies. i watched them jump off a two storey building and hit the pavement and toddle off. of course there was no where but more pavement for them to toddle to so my boyfriend and i loaded them up and drove them to a park.
yesterday i was driving home from a visit with my father over in eastern BC. i was in a desert type area near Osoyoos, and i was rounding a turn on the highway when something caught my eye...a bird, flopping on the center of the highway. i drove about a quarter mile before i had a spot where i could pull over and turn around, then i went back and went to see the bird. he was still on the highway and trying to get off, fluttering helplessly. as i bent down to pick him up he got scared and opened his beak like he was going to bite me, but he didn't and i scooped him up and took him to the roadside. i got a cardboard box out of the van (my dad had given me a few boxes of books, i dumped them on the seat) and i put the bird inside. I drove towards town trying to figure out what to do with him. it was past 6 so i figured it was going to be hard to find anything open in a small town, let alone a place to take an injured bird.
I decided to go to the RCMP station and was fortunate enough to talk to a young officer, Clint, who was quite willing to take the bird and get it some help. i knew of a wildlife care facility here in vancouver, but that was hours away and i didn't think he would make it. also didn't want to take him out of his habitat.
Clint and I checked over the bird, saw a bit of blood, but he looked fine other than the wing. we both figured he was a hawk. it was small and fit easily into my hands. Clint got my name and number and promised to let me know how it worked out.
He phoned tonight. he had taken the bird to an owl rehab hospital, and they checked it over and found its wing was damaged irrepairably where it joins the body. They decided to put it down.
it was an American Kestral, which is the smallest falcon. the one i found had red feathered spots near it's eyes. it was an amazing bird.
here is a pic of an american kestral

i am sorry the bird didn't make it, but i am not upset by it. i'm glad it wasn't squashed all over the pavement by a truck. I am happy that i got to hold it and look into its eyes so close up. i feel good that it lost its fear of me and let me help. i liked scooping it up and feeling its feathers and talking to it. and without making this too sappy, i'm just glad that it will be in my memories of this trip.
i sat for the whole week in my dad's den watching a pair of hummingbirds feed and play right outside the window. I saw a hawk land on a tree in the back yard. I watched an owl swoop down and grab a mouse off the highway on my way there in the middle of the night.
i sent an e-mail to a friend a few days ago and the subject was the title of this thread.
birds. i have a feeling that i will continue to meet a lot of them in my life.
Last edited by Inky on 05-25-2002 at 08:35 AM
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