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Maybe I am just in your way

Do I hold you back? do you want bigger, and better? where are we going, and are we going there together? Do you like me anymore? Do you love me anymore? I love you more but I can't tell you. You are just the person who makes me, me. All the love I have is in your hand.

We never talk like we used to, we always chat and never talk, and I never see you.
Memories fade, and there are a lot of memories, and I dont want any of them to fade. I hope you understand. You probably do. You probably know exactly what I am saying.

Are you happy with what you have? Could there be more that I can give to you. Have we, have I fallen into something that is not the new shiney sparkling gooey inside feeling that you get at the beginning. Its not over but 'are we there yet'? I want, I need you. because I dont know if I can't continue if I can't. I need you. thats all.

Thank you for listening.

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Originally posted by aminal:
Do I hold you back? do you want bigger, and better? where are we going, and are we going there together? Do you like me anymore? Do you love me anymore? I love you more but I can't tell you. You are just the person who makes me, me. All the love I have is in your hand.

We never talk like we used to, we always chat and never talk, and I never see you.
Memories fade, and there are a lot of memories, and I dont want any of them to fade. I hope you understand. You probably do. You probably know exactly what I am saying.

Are you happy with what you have? Could there be more that I can give to you. Have we, have I fallen into something that is not the new shiney sparkling gooey inside feeling that you get at the beginning. Its not over but 'are we there yet'? I want, I need you. because I dont know if I can't continue if I can't. I need you. thats all.

Thank you for listening.

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Whats with all the melancholy?

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one of those days andy... i'm missing her

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Damn son..... I know, run up a hill, take your bra and cloths off and scream 'I'M NORMAL!!!!!'

Oooops, Thats alredy been done.

Oh well, we'll fuck off up to your Uni for some madness and drinking soon, and you'll forget all about her mate.

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i am not going to nor want to forget about her... and we shant be drinking remember.

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"My God, I haven't been fucked like that since grade school!" - Fight Club

"The only thing the Spice Girls ever did for 'Girl Power' was persuade 8 year old girls to dress like 50 year old hookers"

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*huggles marc*

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i am not going to nor want to forget about her... and we shant be drinking remember.

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Damnit marc, i'm supposed to be the depressed mopey whiney goth wuss around here.

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"You drink to remember. You don't drink to forget."
---Barbed Wire

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oh well sorry marc, drinking works for me
although sometimes i turn into a blubbering idiot, oh....wait, thats all the time

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i am just lonley - and wondering if what i want is necessarily the best thing...

drinking doesn't work.. especially when you have no money

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"The only thing the Spice Girls ever did for 'Girl Power' was persuade 8 year old girls to dress like 50 year old hookers"

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marc, sometimes its nice to snuggle with a friend when your lonely

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yes chelle sometimes it is...

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"The only thing the Spice Girls ever did for 'Girl Power' was persuade 8 year old girls to dress like 50 year old hookers"

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Marc, I can only suggest what I do when all else fails, seek out the few that truly understand. thus said, thank you marc. Thank you Rav, MAL and Chantrea...

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Wil_Freak, your new objective is to travel. You cannot force yourself through this redundant cycle of hurt and self-suffering any longer…
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just start drinking man

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