Mal Kavian
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Registered: Sep 2000
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I was brought up a conventional catholic.. My family being catholic, and my grandparents forcing it onto my parents, who in turn saw it as only gods wil himself to force it upon their children, so I was brought up into this great, god-loving family.
My parents dropped the practice of praying and all that shit, and expected me and my sister to continue with it..
We were sent to catholic schools, and treated like shit, because we had to pay for it, and they 0\'N3D our souls.
Catholic primary school across the road from a church was were I went. I learnt how to hate there. I learnt that shit happens and your god does nothing to help you, but whenever something good happens, it's always because god wanted it to happen to you.
Then from there, I went to a catholic high school.. This is where the shit-treatment, bad edumacation, and harsh policies all stopping us becoming human and developing a sense of ourselves occurred. No swearing, short hair only, polished shoes, wear a tie, get a longer tie, tuck your shirt in, pray, stop praying, read, don't read that, dont talk back, dont talk, dont breathe, dont die.
St Mary's Cathedral College. A nice massive structure next to it called St Marys Cathedral, the largest church in Sydney I believe. If ever offered, don't go there, don't give them money, don't even walk near it. It's evil. It's anti-christ, yet loved by all.
These places are were I learnt that there is no god.
From there I was told about the 'higher power' theory, which I contemplated, but then dismissed, and now I go on believing nothing.
Im sick of putting faith in things, I live, I die, the end.
Maybe i'll help someone else during this process, but I doubt it.
** The opinions expressed in this thread are those of Mal Kavian's and are not to be taken as bible truth.
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