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euphorbia
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im bored and cant sleep

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)



How do you want to be disposed of when you die?




Have you ever almost killed anyone




List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.




Choose a color to represent you.




If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?





What is your worst trait?




What is your best or favorite character trait?




What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?




Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.


What do you want?

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Hawley Griffin
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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

i went to a grant morrison lecture once...that was pretty neat in its own little universe of strangeness

How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

burned


Have you ever almost killed anyone

nope, but ive been close to almost seriously injuring some people

List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

calm, asshole, tolerant, friend, trust


Choose a color to represent you.

fuck colors


If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

the first one

What is your worst trait?

im an asshole because i don't care for 99% of the people i know


What is your best or favorite character trait?

i am more tolerant then anyone i know


What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

30 year old assertive women fucking me senseless


Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.
waaayyy too many songs to pick from

What do you want? [/B][/QUOTE]

something that will assure that i will never have kids

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euphorbia
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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

when i was a young girl in the swamp I was alone in the woods and I saw something on a tree trunk that was half fallen in the water that looked like a baby turtle, so i walked down the log and picked it up, it was kind of hard to lift from the tree and when it snapped off i looked at the bottom and it had what seemed like a million little legs squirming at me. it was like something prehistoric and i wish I hadnt been so shocked that I threw it down into the water and kept my wits about me long enough to study it more.


I also found some sort of native ritual site in the woods once, when my eyes focused on the things around me a sense of knowing that I was trespassing on something sacred came over me. there were dear sculls and piles of rocks carefully positioned about, it was heavy with white and I walked away feeling as if someone was leaning against my back.


How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

I want to be buried with a tree planted on top of me and as i decompose I will become part of the tree and my children can come sit in my arms anytime they need to.



Have you ever almost killed anyone


yes


List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.


tired

restless

horny

longing

idle


Choose a color to represent you.

burgundy


If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?


number one i guess, the rest just fall after, i try not to lie though, probably out of sheer laziness


What is your worst trait?


my yin and yangs are perfectly matched (thats bad bad)


What is your best or favorite character trait?

my passion


What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

things suffering and I cant get to them to help


Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

Pj Harvey - To Bring You my Love

Rolling Stones - Ruby Tuesday

Black Lab - Wash it Away

What do you want?

a tail

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Chantrea
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I am also bored, thanks phorbie for the time killer

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

A few years ago when my mother had a tummy tuck, she had these drainage bags hanging out of the incisions around her hips. I had to help her clean the contents a few times daily. It wasn't all just fluid and blood I saw, it was rather nasty. Blech.


How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

Cremated, with my ashes spread over a favorite beach of mine.


Have you ever almost killed anyone

No.


List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

Silly, tired, thirsty, hyper, and buzzed.


Choose a color to represent you.

Dark forest green.


If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

I am jumping on the first commandment bandwagon.


What is your worst trait?

My anxiety.


What is your best or favorite character trait?

My strength. Or ass.


What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

I dream of video games all the time, especially Super Mario Brothers.


Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

- Tori Amos - Winter
- Eric Clapton - If I Could Change the World
- Goo Goo Dolls - Iris


What do you want?

A hot cup of jasmine tea.

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Re: I am also bored, thanks phorbie for the time killer

quote:
Originally posted by Chantrea

- Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
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That is a good song.

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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

Puffy.

How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

Ejected into a black hole.

Have you ever almost killed anyone

I almost drowned my brother once because I wasn't paying attention while we were playing at a lake.

List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

Uninteresting, monotone, boring, lifeless, lonely.

Choose a color to represent you.

Gray.

If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's stuff.

What is your worst trait?

I'm self-depricating.

What is your best or favorite character trait?

I can forgive just about anyone of just about anything.

What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

That I don't dream and remember.

Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

They Might Be Giants - A Self Called Nowhere
Modest Mouse - Bukowski
Alice In Chains - Down In a Hole

What do you want?

There is a lot I want. I'd like to be happy.

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Can someone list the 10 commandments so I can choose?

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Large Filipino
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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)
I watched birds fucking this spring. The male just kept flying back to his prize.I think all animals do it doggy style.
How do you want to be disposed of when you die?
I want to be creamated and my ashes dumped in the mixing bin of a Masengille factory.
Have you ever almost killed anyone
I did a sleeper hold on my ol buddy back in the day. I held real hard and spun him around and around. He lost conciousness. I was so apologetic later. He was thinly built and I didn't realise how hard I did that.
List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.
Loving,caring,giving,poor,frugal.
Choose a color to represent you.
Black's not a color but I like it 4 it's real cool and I look good in black.
If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?
Gluttny!!!!
What is your worst trait?
The size of my......no.....the largeness of my head....yea! That one!
What is your best or favorite character trait?
I try to be funny but end up silly. I'm sure y'all never guessed that one.
What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?
Hanging out in hell having a decent conversation with Lucifer. I'm not burning nor am I even hot,and Lucifer is explaining to me why he left heaven but I wake up before he starts. I seriously have dreams like this every few months. And I awake peaceful and shit.
Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.
Southern Cross~crosby stills and Nash
Lights~Journey
Freebird~Lynyrd skynyrd
These songs stuck to me ever since I left my friends in New York to go to school in Colorado. Then I got Married with kids and never came back.
What do you want?
I want to win the powerball so I never have to worry 'bout bills and shit yet keep everything the same,exept for an Hummer,a boat,second house........

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Kayla
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Registered: Aug 2001
Location: Dublin, California
Posts: 3186

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)
a homeless person peeing on the street in NYC :\


How do you want to be disposed of when you die?
I haven't thought about it really.



Have you ever almost killed anyone
Yes :\



List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.
Comfortable
Loved
Warm
Sleepy
Content



Choose a color to represent you.
Pink



If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?
had to only break one? err. i'm not s..ure?




What is your worst trait?
overly emotional (imagine that)



What is your best or favorite character trait?
Considerate



What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?
losing my teeth :\



Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.
hedwig and the angry inch - wig in a box (somehow i can relate to this)
and some others that i can't think of right now or don't want to name.

What do you want?
to be comfortable

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Re: Re: tu

quote:
Originally posted by Large Filipino
[B]What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)
I watched birds fucking this spring. The male just kept flying back to his prize.I think all animals do it doggy style.


only the cool ones.

I think Im aroused?

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What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)
I was on a train and someone asked me, seriously, if my hair color was natural. It was pink and purple.
How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

I'll ascend to heaven, body and all, because these legs have soul.
Have you ever almost killed anyone

Well this one time ther, no. Not even close.
List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

I'm not going to really use the form I should, or even give 5, but:
humble
servitude
careless
anxious
Choose a color to represent you.

metric pink.
If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

"An altar of earth you shall make for me, and upon it you shall sacrifice your holocausts and peace offerings, your sheep and your oxen. In whatever place I choose for the remembrance of my name I will come to you and bless you."

or

"If you make an altar of stone for me, do not build it of cut stone, for by putting a tool to it you desecrate it."
What is your worst trait?

magnetism
What is your best or favorite character trait?

being magnetic
What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

Hairy fingers. Attacking, growing. Magnetic.
Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

super furry animals - ymaelodi a 'r ymylon
super furry animals - ysbeidiau heulog
the pillows - last dinosaur
What do you want?
to be a member of the pillows. or a nap.

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willimo
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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

If you ever visit the USS Kidd, be sure to do so at night and with two other people. Late in the night, early in the morning, take a walk along the starboard side of the ship, and pass the waterbreak that's under the whaleboat and in line with the foreship's passageway. Walk alone about 10 paces ahead of your two friends, who walk together. When you get to just past the officer's mess, right before you get to 51, turn around.

How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

Creamated and tossed. Perhaps some taken to Hydra and put in mountains. They say many artists and writers spend years there creating, and I would like to be there forever.

Have you ever almost killed anyone

I've come quite close to losing control of my car while going entirely too fast a fair number of times, and any time someone was in my car during one of those gut wrenching episodes I'd say I almost killed them.

List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

Agitated, lonely, tired, anxious, unsatisfied.

Choose a color to represent you.

Ruddy brown primer.

If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

No adultry.

What is your worst trait?

I am very stubborn and lose my temper easily when in an argument. This leads to all sorts of hurtful and irrational behavior.

What is your best or favorite character trait?

I can be counted on.

What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

There is this city. It's a very enourmous city, with a river running through the middle of it, and it is always night here; the sort of red sky starless night you get when it's muggy out. It is crisscrossed by an elaborate, black freeway system that is crosses over itself and the gray, muddy river many times over. It is almost entirely elevated on a very complex and spidery web of bridges that go higher and higher with each successive pass over itself. There is a mall in this city that I often get lost in or lose my friends in. I also have a very hard time driving up the hill past the park bench and out of the mall's parking lot. There is a Wal-mart in the city with a very large Lego department, where I've worked alongside every girl I've ever been interested in. This city was, in one recent dream, the last city left in the world, and was where I brought a cat I found to euphorbia (oddly enough) where she examined it to conclude it was actually a pig, and also the last animal alive in the world. Every dream that takes place in this city ends with me driving, or being driven as late;y I've been a child in my dreams, over the very tall bridge that crosses the river. It's as if I'm flying, but I never seem to make it across.

Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

Weezer - El Scorcho
Creedence - Lookin' Out My Backdoor
Ben Folds - Dog


What do you want?

An S2000 for racing.

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quote:
Originally posted by Nutrimentia
Can someone list the 10 commandments so I can choose?


1)Thou shalt not have other gods before me,bitch!
2)Thou shalt not take the name of the lord thy god in vein,goddamm it!
3)Remember though keep the sabbath day and cheer for the BRONCOS!!!!
4)Honor thy Father and Mother or the'll kick your fucking ass.
5)Thou shalt not kill,unless your gonna eat that.
6)Thou shalt not commit adultery,so don't fuck 4B or your going to hell.
7)Thou shalt not steal,unless your hungry.
8)Thou shalt not bear false witness against your neibor,unless she's fine.
9)Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's wife,unless see above.
10)Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors goods,that includes all them toys.

NOW PICK!!!

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That was really clever, Large Filipino.

Points.

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philjit
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Re: tu

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

Transvetites in India. Men, and I mean blatently men with beards, dressed in saris with bad lipstick on are very strange. What is stranegr is the scam the have. They stand outside shop doors acting weird so's to put people off enetring the shop. Eventually the shopkeeper comes out and gives them money and they move on.

How do you want to be disposed of when you die?

I want to be fired off into space.

Have you ever almost killed anyone

No.

List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.

Happy, friendly, content, satisfied, proud.

Choose a color to represent you.

Royal Blue

If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?

Worship other Gods.

What is your worst trait?

too sarcastic

What is your best or favorite character trait?

humour

What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?

At the moment that thing in Jeepers Creepers for some reason. Not the silly thing with wings but when it is dressed in the mac and hat. It's been chasing me for weeks but I beat it in a fight. I also keep getting a strange disease and wiping out the history of Greece. Very odd indeed.

Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.

Pomp and Circumstance
Rule Brittannia
Ten Storey Love Song

What do you want?

A healthy child

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hmn .. my recurring dream is the exact same one as euphorbia's ... it's pretty fucking heartbreaking when it happens too ... mine often end up being mutilated and disformed small creatures

You don't get regularly chased by a sadistic serial torturer who makes you run miles to get away and then black out (ie wake up) as he begins to cut into you with scalpels and such, do you?

.. just thought I'd ask on the off chance ... ya never know!

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quote:
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hmn .. my recurring dream is the exact same one as euphorbia's ... it's pretty fucking heartbreaking when it happens too ... mine often end up being mutilated and disformed small creatures

You don't get regularly chased by a sadistic serial torturer who makes you run miles to get away and then black out (ie wake up) as he begins to cut into you with scalpels and such, do you?

.. just thought I'd ask on the off chance ... ya never know!



there are a few here: http://www.asylumnation.com/asylum/...ok&pagenumber=1

I remember my dreams fair well and feel everything vividly in them.

I love that thread, I wish it got more action.

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[What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen (while not on drugs)

my mother in a coffin. it didnt look anything like her. as a matter of fact, she looked more like my aunt who in a sad coincidence had died 3 days before mom.

How do you want to be disposed of when you die?
i want to be eaten by something vertebranous. the species is still up for debate.

Have you ever almost killed anyone
yes

List five words you’d use to describe yourself in the present.
rank, jittery, multitasking, intoxicated, peckish.

Choose a color to represent you.
green

If you had to only break one of the ten commandments ofr the rest of your life which one would it be?
first

What is your worst trait?
prone to depression

What is your best or favorite character trait?
empathy

What is the most reoccurring theme in your dreams?
i dont remember many dreams

Name three songs that you can identify yourself with.
suzanne vega - bad wisdom
tom waits - martha
thelonius monk, all of his stuff. his playing feels like the way my brain works

What do you want?
contentment

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quote:
Originally posted by ǵr¹Øú§
hmn .. my recurring dream is the exact same one as euphorbia's ... it's pretty fucking heartbreaking when it happens too ... mine often end up being mutilated and disformed small creatures

You don't get regularly chased by a sadistic serial torturer who makes you run miles to get away and then black out (ie wake up) as he begins to cut into you with scalpels and such, do you?

.. just thought I'd ask on the off chance ... ya never know!



from the dream book

quote:
Originally posted by euphorbia
Last night I dreamt about a serial killer. He was pretty ruthless and would go out of his way to kill people very violently and messily reveling in their pain as he did it. In the dream I stood by or saw all his murders somehow, he knew I was there too cause he would talk to me about them as I looked on....though I wasn’t there because I wanted very much to stop him and most of my dream consisted on me hunting for him. He referred to me as phoenix in my dream, and made ref to my daughter "ember" and tied those two things together mockingly through out the dream. he also threatened my kids with much fervor through out it. At some point I catch up with him, or am able to not just stand and see but involve myself right after se sliced someone up with a chainsaw holding it like it was his penis and making humping motions to drive the chainsaw into them, the person wasn’t tied up or anything but was in a corner trying to get away, trying to grab on to the chain saw which resulted in the cutting and cutting off of his hands. He moved frantically in the corner struggling and frenzied and the saw cutting into him was unforgiving and graphic (???I dont know why I see this shit) and Im on his back and there are people around and they were calling me phoenix too saying that it was really just a dirty scavenger bird and he is pulling weapons out of hs pocket; in my hand I have a letter opener which I begin to plunge into his back. Getting through his rib cage was a chore, something I was only successful at once and sending the letter opener into his lung made a popping then hissing sound and his blood bubbled and blood as the air from his lung escaped. He still struggled and I move down his back to the soft meat above his kidneys and I plunged the letter opener in to him over and over and he screeched and liquid poured out and his movements became weaker and weaker. I continued stabbing into him long after he stopped moving just to be sure he was dead. Then I gathered myself and went home which in the dream was the last girls home I was in to find an abundance of people he murdered all through out the house...killed in horrible ways. I rushed to where my children were and found them safe and playing. The dream ended in me grabbing them and a few things that in the past no matter where I had gone or how little I could take I always brought with me and headed off to find a place where I thought my children would be safe.

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