euphorbia
caustic milk - hybrid
Registered: Apr 2001
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Mirrored Digits
Cinnamon and sugary and softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look through other people’s eyes
Milestone again
I’m going to just blather a bit
I was told by a member that the asylum wasn’t real life, that’s been mimicked by some and on some levels it is true, but incase I don’t express it enough I hope those of you whom I enjoy and consider my friends know that those feelings for me are genuine.
Not that those emotions are functional or serve any purpose for any one but me probably.
But you know, what ever.
I went out sat, I went berserk. I knew it was coming and didn’t harness it well enough.
Boy did my bullshit own me for a few hours, not that it didn’t come out abstract and everyone around me was laughing and seemed to enjoy them selves. One of them is a new member so I guess I wasn’t too scary. I was very loud though, and very animated, I even got asked to leave one place – she said because I “fell down” I tried to explain to her that I was actually dancing…but to no avail. it was fun until the end though. It got really bad towards the end, bad stuff happened but ill keep that story to myself. bitches.
Anyhow, Im pretty good with empathy I think, but I cant see myself through other people’s eyes. Im sure sat night I seemed like a fucking nutter to those around me, Im just glad I managed to be entertaining enough to make them laugh every now and then. Im pretty good at that I guess.
I don’t feel very mentally organized right now, I just mostly wanted to express that some of you mean something to me, I do think of you and wish good things for you away from this place and I hope maybe that serves you a little.
Ill send a few mentions out to a few newbs –
RoOsTeR – I think youre a great new addition. Im glad youre here. Welcome.
Majician – Im glad you came, thanks for dancing with me and laughing at my twisted attempts at humor. You have a high tolerance for crazy ladies – kudos 
Ill also mention T-troll even though he isn’t too new anymore. Im glad I got to meet you. you seem like a very deliberate and thoughtful person. Youre also a funny motherfuker. 238 humor points cant be wrong.
anyway, use this thread to give your impressions of people and relationships here at the asylum in general...or just tell me how this place wouldnt be the same with out me. i need the lurve!
sorry for the mess.
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