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This may sound extremely immature and "teenage angst" but i hate my family. I think I just realized this to the full extent earlier today.
But i just dont like them and I'm sure they dont like me. My brother and my sister have repeatedly stated the fact that thier childhood would have been better if my mother had not married my father and thus had me. Which is basically them saying
"Your not a necessity and we dont need you in our family"
Their family which to them is "perfect" without the addition of me and my brother.
My, unlike my sister and everyone else in this town, whose one and only desire is to NOT get married and have children. In fact I hate children and strongly detest social contact. I am apparently supposed to have a view on what my life is supposed to be and even though none of my siblings has any sort of liking towards me, they delight in trying to control my life molding me into something that they want me to be.
And of course I live in a small town (Think Stepford, only as poor as dirt,) Therefore the standards here are surprisingly low and not much is expected of anyone who comes from here, and thus everyone is bored and gossipy. Actually I think i hate everything..ugh that is very emo-goth poetry sounding.


i know none of you care, but I wrote so I don't go insane and shoot everone in their sleep. (which is still an option)

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Well, we know you go to school with kids from Van, Texas. About a mile north of Interstate 20, apprximately 120 miles east of Dallas. Van's population is about 2,400 - makes it essentially a village. Nearest city of any size at all is Tyler, which isn't much of a city.

Or perhaps you live in Mineola, or Lindale, or one of the other little wide spots in the road that dot that area of east Texas. Doesn't really matter, as they are all very similar physically and socially.

Good luck surviving the maturation process in that small slice of hell.

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You're old enough to be living on your own. If you aren't, you should be.

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well somebody has a map...

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Somebody is from your neck of the woods.

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Actually, about a dozen somebodies on this board are.

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Originally posted by Susanna
......I live in a small town (Think Stepford, only as poor as dirt,) Therefore the standards here are surprisingly low and not much is expected of anyone who comes from here, and thus everyone is bored and gossipy. Actually I think i hate everything..ugh that is very emo-goth poetry sounding.


i know none of you care, but I wrote so I don't go insane and shoot everone in their sleep. (which is still an option)

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Be very careful of the choices you make at this point in your life. You will either benefit from them, or try and live them down for the rest of your life.

Better yourself and Educate yourself. We've all been there and it's easy to run away from what you are experiencing right now....but facing it all, dealing with everyone, and making the most of what you have is the very best possible solution.

It sucks, but it truly does beat all of the alternatives.

Tolerance and Acceptance is the rule of the day. If you can learn to tolerate and accept all of the people in your family then you will ultimately come out the winner.

Good Luck

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Lots of Texans here.....I grew up in Irving.

Small towns are all the same .....nosey old ladies and a Dairy Queen or a Sonic.

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But i just dont like them and I'm sure they dont like me. My brother and my sister have repeatedly stated the fact that thier childhood would have been better if my mother had not married my father and thus had me.

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Originally posted by T
Cut the cord and grow up.
Burn the bridge and fade into the wind.

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It sounds like no one there wants to move out.
That's the vibe I'm getting.
Siblings planning their lives around their rooms,staking their claim,
And trying to kick Susanna to the curb.
Sometimes it's ok for people to stay in their folks house.
It's cheaper and you can look after your folks,like what my bros do.
A talk with the parents sounds like a plan.

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Yes indeed! Follow this woman's sage advice. Into drug addiction, fatherless children, and more.

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She should move in with SS and slh and be their full service servant.

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Bitter, eh?

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Bitter, eh?

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That could still happen even if she stayed living under his roof, whether she took my advice or not.

What about independancy and responsibility SS? At what age exactly do you think she should live her life without them. You can't make anyone love you, blood relation or not, why try? Why stay where you are not wanted?

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She should move in with SS and slh and be their full service servant.

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This thread is like the Elephant Man seeking beauty tips at leper colony.

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Originally posted by Trenchant_Troll
This thread is like the Elephant Man seeking beauty tips at leper colony.

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Shouldnt the above read ' tips at a leper colony' ?
Call me picky fucker if you like!

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That's "a" picky fucker, you picky fucker.

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I notice things. Like I noticed in her recent thread about the gang assault on the kid in Lindale, she said "I go to school with some of these guys".

High school kids, as the article clearly showed. Tells me she is in high school. Given that, she likely isn't 18 yet. Not too mention, she needs parental support to complete school.

So, just up and moving out would likely be considered, under Texas law, running away. Now I know, T, that to you that is just being all cool and mature, but I disagree.

My advice to her is simple. Grit your teeth, bear up under the abuse from your siblings, get good grades and get out when you legally can, after finishing high school. Until then, the life choices she puts herself in the path of by leaving are not likely to be attractive or conducive to self-respect or comfort in the future.

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I understand that.

*boy are you going to feel bad when she guts them in their sleep.

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