Registered: Nov 2004
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I feel sick
there is no point...

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Location: alaska
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your postcount indicates that you are an old computer that is probably running windows 95

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Location: Denver
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Give in, get drunk.

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Location: Beringia
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and fuck a stranger.

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Registered: Aug 2000
Location: Myrtle Beach, SC
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Have you considered the possibility that your attitude of not caring and assuming that nobody else cares is the reason you get the reactions you get?

You say you have no friends and nobody cares about you, but when you deleted your pages and quickly got messages and calls asking you about it, it was like you wrote them off as not mattering. Seems to me like it's not they who don't care, but you don't think they're worthy or capable of caring.

It's hard to care about someone who doesn't want to be cared about. Eventually those people who are trying will give up and go away. Maybe someday when you're wondering why you have no friends and are all alone, you'll realize it's because you actively sought to make it that way.

But what do I know? I'm probably just talking out of my ass.

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Location: USA
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Ok, ok, I have said it before, but I will say it again; never underestimate the value of murder. In this case, the charity of this act should start at home.

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Registered: Feb 2004
Location: in colorado somewhere!
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Oh,man. This thread is so frustrating.
Seriously,girl. Get some help. Your not loco. Just very depressed.
Your not alone.

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Vote for OBAMA so Wonder can FLY and FUCK YOU HAWLEY!!

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Oh,man. This thread is so frustrating.
Seriously,girl. Get some help. Your not loco. Just very depressed.
Your not alone.

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Courtney Love posts here? Who knew?

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Registered: Feb 2003
Location: Oceanside, CA
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I don't know anything about you, so I'm not remotely qualified to make any guesses or offer any advice. I don't know your story.
It sounds to me, though, like you are severely depressed and alienated. For whatever reason, you are intentionally trying to hurt yourself, and you are denying that anything about you has worth.

It's certainly true that, most of the time, most of our interactions with others are very shallow. Of course the people who read your website didn't care deeply and personally about you--they don't really know you. Still, though, the fact remains that they noticed that you had gone, and they cared enough to inquire. They may not be life/soulmates, but they are people to whom you matter enough that they spent some time and effort to check up on you. What do you think regular friends are?

Don't give up, Susanna. We're all lonely a lot of the time, but it sounds like there are people who know you and notice you. There may be a lot of others who you don't know about--in my (limited) experience, we don't usually know how much we matter to some people.

And even if that's not enough, you matter to you.

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Have you considered the possibility that your attitude of not caring and assuming that nobody else cares is the reason you get the reactions you get?

You say you have no friends and nobody cares about you, but when you deleted your pages and quickly got messages and calls asking you about it...

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But, of course, she essentially told them to go to hell.

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what is this shit, tack and rodney posts circa 1999?

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