Shadow23
in dust we trust
Registered: Jul 2000
Location: Denver
Posts: 1277 |
I'm just back from some clubbing/rounds of vodka prsently, so forgive any babble or typos.
I borrowed a couple bowls from my ex-girlfriend, so I'm especially verbose and marginally coherent atm.
Last hookah I smoked of was with some buddies in Amarillo Tx several years ago. Some friends had made one out of a 5-gallon water bottle, a cork, and some rubber hose. I was in town picking up my record collection out of storage, and stopped by for a visit. Their band (so-so indierock, damned if I remember the name) played a small warehouse in town that night. A few punx, a vat of jungle juice, and being stuck in BFE make for a memorable eveining. After the show we went back to 'The House' (in a town that size, there can only be one), smoked and watched Ren & Stimpy videos all night. I think we talked about Nietzche and Sonic Boom records in the background, but it's all kind of a blur. I mostly remember hunching over in a circle, grabbing a chunk of hose (there were 6), and sucking thru a triangular survivalist water bottle till a pile of black lungs was stacked in the middle of the garage. There was talk of a midnight roadtrip to Lawrence to bang on Wm. Burroughs' doorstep but we were all too stoned, and not capable of a 7 hour drive.
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There was another nite before I left California in '93, when I was a little goffbrat... after 52 hours of no sleep, in a small room that was about a curtain away from the soundbooth to this pseudo-club I used to spin at... this friend of mine rolled a pipe out of tinfoil and a pair of chopsticks in about 30 seconds flat, then packed a bowl of angelica root, damiana and weed. It was surreal. Played a couple records, then somebody sat down at the junked drum kit in the corner. Somebody else broke out at Crowley/Thoth tarot deck and gave me a (in retrospect) frighteningly accurate reading that nite. The Debauchery card (a true work of art in the Crowley deck) factored prominently. Not 2 months later, I moved to New Orleans, did most of the acid I've done in my life, and wound up dating thet psychotic stripper that chased me out with a kichen knife. Considering the chaos in my life at the time, I still can't say if it was uncanny or a self-fulfilling prophesy.
Just lately I found myself on MDMA at a small party and wound up chatting up a (really cute) girl (ex of a co-worker, he says he's put in a good word) for a couple hours. That still has yet to pan out, but who knows...
It was an event that broke the funk I've been in since the evaporation of my last involvement.
Life is strange.
Rituals are incredibly important, and on occasion pivotal. Even if they are not or cannot be a regular factor, they will present themselves when they are truly needed.
This is a lesson I have been relearning of late. Funny how things go.
To borrow a phrase, 'Selah".
*takes another bong hit*
*wanders off*
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