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Large Filipino
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Large Filipino
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Life is about looking foward to tomorrow. I'm gonna get back on Moop and head to Lowes to pick up a soldering kit so I can learn how to solder. One of my wires came off my spare magneto in my tool pouch.
Then I still have my mind on welding and I have thoughts on a powered trailer for my other bike...yea.
I just need to keep busy is all.

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Enjoy the good times. There will be really bad times coming somewhere down the pike and they too will pass. Making emotional payments on a problem you no longer own will only add to your list of regrets down the road.

Buck up little camper. Or you could ride Moop off of a cliff. That works too.

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Hey Large. You've had a lot of big-time changes in the past year that have required intense physiological and psychological adjustment. In reality it takes longer to heal than we ever give ourselves time and space for. Take a deep breath and then go take a nice ride on Moop.

And remember, real men are big enough to go see therapists when they need to.

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Yeah, and therapists have boat payments too. Fuck that, go skydiving, LF. If your heart doesn't explode you're fine.

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Large Filipino
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Yea I just gotta take it one day at a time. I really just needed to write that so maybe I'll have less dark moments. At least I don't have to take my client there no more. He rides the RTD short bus now....the short bus...the short bus....short bus...

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Vegas
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LF, I spent about five months unemployed this Spring and Summer. Our situations are quite different, I understand that. During that time I struggled; I felt worthless when no one would offer me a position except for companies looking for truly entry-level employees. I took a huge risk joining a start-up in its infancy and the worst-case scenario happened. Learning all about building a business first-hand was an incredible experience, and having to move back in with my mother for a few months so I could get back on my feet was as humbling as the year I took off from college.

All that free time? Overrated. There are only so many hours I could spend looking at job postings, researching companies I'd want to work for, contacting people I knew to see if they could help, reading, working out, watching TV, and doing things I enjoyed before I'd start to go nuts. I wanted to solve problems and help a company grow. Very few companies made me an offer, very few at all.

The problem? I felt my life was meaningless at that time. I had done exactly what I set out to do and things did not work out. What was I still living for? Nothing other than the hope that I would find the right opportunity. I'm not sure I could handle life if I had nothing to work for.

You are right about a few things. You should be grateful you're alive; we all should be. And you really do have to take it one day at a time. Enjoy the day, pursue things you want to pursue, and do what you need to do. Find some kind of purpose in your daily life and remind yourself every day. Even when I felt ready to quit I reminded myself that I had a vision of myself to live up to, and that I would not give up until I was living that vision. Visualize what you want to do, picture it in your head, and give it a purpose. You'll do fine.

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Nothing cures such feelings like a quart of motor oil.

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...snip...
Well said.

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How so? Vegas is an obvious failure of almost biblical proportions and my favorite island nigger hit a couple of rocks and is riding around on a motorized bicycle he made himself--after a heart bipass.

Please, LF didn't even burden his parents with his troubles, let alone move back in with them.

I am not saying that Vegas is a worthless sack of meat sucking the life out of his parents and every living organism that he comes in contact with to compensate for his own utter inability to function as an adult, I am saying that if LF wants reach any goal he should never listen to someone who doesn't know how. And I mean that in a good way.

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You have been offered two paths here as far as i can see, LF, and i know which one sounds better to me *cough*TT's*cough*but i'm sure you are big and ugly enough to sort some thing out to make you feel ship shape. Sorry to hear your feeling down.

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Large Filipino
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This thread brings me up. Thanks Vegas and everyone for those words. I think what's very heartening is that I chose my career in the develomentally disabled population and I had a really good thing there for a while until it was taken away. And now it seems other agencies frown on hiring people that are also host home providers for in essense that's a conflict of interest. Then I tried being an independent contractor so I can get my boys back and run my own day program and it was going real well until the agency that I gave my heart and soul to gave them a bad reference I mean WTF if I would have known this would have happened I would have asked to take the option to resign instead of being let go but they didn't even give me the option then.
Yea,and TT is right about my parents. I didn't even tell them until they came over to visit me. But I cleaned out my 401K so money wasn't a problem. My wife got another promotion so she's my sugamama and that's another thing I can't stand cause for all the 20 years I've been married to her I have always been the breadwinner and now I'm reduced to homemaker (reduced is a wrong word actually. Homemaker is pretty involved).
I'll be okay. It's just that sometimes things trigger emotions and although I'm enjoying life there's that missing part in my life that I have utterly no control over.
Then the whole chasing after the goal kinda went over a cliff as far as job and career goes for Christ I NEVER called in sick even with the goddamm flu I was there no matter what and just like that the strive to carry out your career just stops like someone pulled my plug then that's all..so now the whole rat race is just that. A bunch of rats doing the same thing every day...but I loved that.
But like I said,yea. I'll be alright. I just need to find another quest. Another calling. Maybe this whole bike idea may flourish. I mean with the price of gas not coming down any time soon,there's only a handful of bonified suppliers and motoredbike builders. One step at a time. Get that welder,learn how to weld,build some strong frames,advertise by riding it around...see where it goes.
Yes. This is my new calling.
Typing is theraputic. I think that is so cool.

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How so? Vegas is an obvious failure of almost biblical proportions and my favorite island nigger hit a couple of rocks and is riding around on a motorized bicycle he made himself--after a heart bipass.

Please, LF didn't even burden his parents with his troubles, let alone move back in with them.

I am not saying that Vegas is a worthless sack of meat sucking the life out of his parents and every living organism that he comes in contact with to compensate for his own utter inability to function as an adult, I am saying that if LF wants reach any goal he should never listen to someone who doesn't know how. And I mean that in a good way.



TT, I have little idea as to who you are in real life, or what you've accomplished, nor how you've accomplished it. My best guess is that you're not joking about your above statement. I'm going to tell you why LF should listen to me.

From the books I've read, people I've studied, and even browsing the wonderful website of Wikipedia, every truly successful person goes out and fails spectacularly at some point in life. Often times they struggle for years, and many make big mistakes even when they're on top. I'm not talking about people who get a good job and move up to middle management, have a wife and kids, and have a decent life. I want to achieve far more than that.

My post-collegiate life has been a better learning experience for me than college ever was. Most of my friends from college have gone down one of two paths in only a few years: slowly moving up, or falling down only to get back up and reach higher. Right now is when we're starting to see the difference in our career paths. Those that took the "safe" route are starting to spin their wheels and go nowhere. The people who fell down are making more and seeing far bigger opportunities come their way already.

As for me being an epic failure? The position I took pays more than the average person makes, more than I've ever been offered before. They hired me with the expectation that I would be able to grow quickly and take on some responsibility - I've already knocked their expectations out of the park. The founder/CEO wants me to meet key business acquaintances he has, and he and I are starting to discuss where I can go with this company (and make a lot more).

From what I've read, I belive you look at my past and see 27-year old who did "OK" at sales, flopped a start-up, and had to call up mommy to save him.

I look at my past and see someone who is only 27 and has already learned how to sell, how to pick the right business partners, how to work with investors, and how to grow a business (the start-up may have flopped, but I didn't - I tripled their customer base in four months, and it took the founder two years to build that initial base). I have become friends with millionaires, successful entrepreneurs, and top sales people.

Here's why you should listen to me, LF: I look at my life, take calculated risks, see the positive in everything I can, understand where I went wrong, and make adjustments. I'm way better off where I am now than where I was when I graduated college.

Good luck big fella!

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I actually was kidding, Vegas. It's what I do.

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Large, why don't you start your own group home/facility or whatever? Be the big boss so you can't be fired!

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I actually was kidding, Vegas. It's what I do.


I don't believe you.

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Are you calling me a liar?

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No, I am calling you "He Whom I Do Not Believe In But Might Exist." Like God, except a lot less powerful, intimidating, written-about, and I doubt many people have killed others in your name.

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Yo, boys, LF's thread title "Loss" was not an open invitation for you LOSERS to start squabbling.

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No, I am calling you "He Whom I Do Not Believe In But Might Exist." Like God, except a lot less powerful, intimidating, written-about, and I doubt many people have killed others in your name.


Oh ye of little faith.

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Yo, boys, LF's thread title "Loss" was not an open invitation for you LOSERS to start squabbling.


Silence, wench. See to the animal dung and be gone or you will eat with the dogs again.

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Large, why don't you start your own group home/facility or whatever? Be the big boss so you can't be fired!

I tried that. That's what being an independent contractor was all about. I payed the fee's to the state boad that funds and commisions all the agencies,faxed them everything they needed,crimminal background shows nothing,good driving record,good professional liability insurance...I was days away from having it until Bam.
Bad reference from my previous job.
I'm so goddamm bitter about that.
Vegas. I was really really down this morning. I took Moop on a long assed ride today bundled up it's 20 dergee's out. I just took this bike path and I ended up at the mall it was pretty cool actually.
I came home and decided to go on craigslist to look for a part time job. But my hours I can work are at the most from 8 to 1:30 when my client is at day program.
I just want to feel needed and maybe fund my dream to be a motoredbike builder. It seems these are pretty bad hours and can't work weekends yet. So I thought maybe I can fill an online application at Wal Mart. I mean they hire anybody,no? Then it turns out their online applications aren't Mac compatible WTF.
So I'm sitting here laughing,right? And then I log on and read your recent post. That really picked me up.
Thanks,man. This is an opportunity to take that gamble. Yes. It's all clear now.
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And Troll. I love you man!!

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