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jackaroo
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I've got irrational fears. Whenever I have to leave my room at night for food or anything, I always have a bright light shined at about headlevel on me, but shined at my door way, and I'll pull the door open hard so if a badguy is outside their eyes will get blinded real quick and I can push them down the stairs before they can come in and gut me. Then I go around turning on all the lights on this floor and peering into the rooms with my fists clenched and held back incase their needed suddenly. Then, I'll turn off all the lights and quickly hurry downstairs without looking back because if I look back I have to do it all again. I'll jump down the last three steps and run into my dining room and make some noise to wake up my dogs and then turn a light on. After I know my dogs are awake and would hear if anybody was sneaking around, I go to my frontporch and lock the door, check the locks 3 times and then go around turning the lights on there, fists still clenched. Then, like with the second floor, turn out the lights on the porch and not look back and come inside. Then I look back to the dining room to make sure the dogs are still there and awake and I will go to the living room and turn the lights on, check around in there, check the closet, make sure the door to the basement is locked, then turn on lights and check kitchen, finally make sure the backporch door and the backdoors are locked tight. I do that whenever I leave the room. Once I am downstairs, normally to watch a movie, I have to keep getting up to check for people and making sure my doors are locked again.
All for a fear of bad things being in my house and not knowing about them.
I'm tired of typing for now, but some of that may be a little irrational.
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