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I Still Love Her
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Can't stop. What the hell? It sucks. I would stop if I could. Every now and then I'll think that I have - but it comes on strong as ever. Doesn't help that she keeps leading me on, leading me to believe that she loves me, too. What the hell?
Why do people do this? It's insane. Literally: insane. I do some weird thinking, and a few people do see me as radically way out there and so forth - but nothing I've ever thought or done was as insane as believing, on any level, that this could be anything but pain.
DAMMIT I've even hung around with some really fine fine ladies, smarter in every case than her, more lovely in a couple of cases... I'm sure they imagine I'm gay, now. Nope. Just stupidly in love, after all this time, after all that shit.
What the hell? This is what is meant by "eat your heart out". I'd love to give it a go. On camera, if possible - that way something would have come from all this bullshit. Fuck me.
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