http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/ en-us http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2970.html I dreamed of you last night. You, with your enigmatic half-smile and still eyes that reach out and stroke me. I tried to fall back asleep, find my way back to you, but, you had evaporated with the morning. Meet me tonight? Any night? Every night? http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2960.html "O Wine giver, pour me a cup and pass it around for love seemed easy at first, but later the difficulties arose." http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2954.html I watched you sleep last night, the sound of your breathing warding off the hysterical silence of night. Forgive me. Forgive me for being so young. For being this messy fool who is falling completely apart. I'm trying to pull it together. Myself. ... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2918.html I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going to quit my job. I'm going... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2916.html I'm going a little nutty. My life is threatening to spin wildly out of control. I have an endless number of unanswered emails and voicemails. Technology is the suck. My to do list is an amorphous growing blob of undoability. - Come up with a marke... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2860.html Becca was fired yesterday. After a mass email was sent out, informing employees that they were not allowed to wear perfume or scented body products, she sent out another mass email in addition, requesting that no one wear deodorant. Her boss took thi... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2839.html A nut. This is too insane. And this time, instead of feeling horribly distraught I feel like I'm unwinding. He's had me tied up tight. To cut off the circulation you know. To my brain. Relief. Yet I still feel tears, in the back of my eyes, plea... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2758.html "I grew, drenched by nature's waters, like a mollusk in ocean phosphor: in me shattered brine reverberated, and laid down my proper skeleton. How to explain? Almost without movement of azure and bitter breath, one by one the waves repeated what I gave ... http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2756.html It is the most bizarre little things that attract me to people. Glittery, diaphanous pieces of them. He loves the ocean. And I am giddy. http://www.asylumnation.com/blogs/Sabine/post-2750.html A day for Rumi and desperately needed rest. "This is not a day for asking questions, not a day on any calendar. This day is conscious of itself. This day is a lover, bread and gentleness, more manifest than saying can say." My apartment is a mess o...