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Let Me Kill

i want to go on a killing spree
i don't want to need an excuse to murder
genocide is my reason
is that excuse good enough for your laws?

i feel like i know what it is
to kill
to murder
to walk on the blood of the ignorant
to walk on the blood of the world

i want to feel the misery
to make lonliness inevitable

seems like i've done this before
the memory
so real
so close

like a movie in my head
stuck on repeat
again and again
blood on my brain

i don't want it to go away
i only want to embrace

why does it seem so right?
what makes me want to do these things?

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Return The Favor

i want to cut you with the knife you put in my back
i want you to see what's in my head
i want you to see yourself from the outside

you know what's wrong
and you know what's right
you keep it buried
and you pretend it's a lie

what you want will destroy what you need
if you let it
if you indulge yourself

see it from the outside
see it from inside me

i'm not talking about what you think i mean
i'm not talking about me
i'm talking about the things inside
the things that create greed

go ahead
kill me
just fucking do it
you won't feel guilty

will you?
can you read yourself yet?
this part is easy
the next step isn't quite so...

i can't take it anymore
i have to leave
get out of my life
i know what i need

what's that?
you want to hear the next part?

fuck it
i can't trust you

here's your knife back

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